I feel...

Really down today for various reasons. I can't seem to dig myself up out of this hole. This is probably why I have not blogged all week. I hate this feeling and I wish it would go away. I wish my emotions were a switch that I could turn off. I hate that Im so sensitive, I need to have the I dont give a hoot attitude. I think in time I will. I learned that you can't trust anyone, not even your own family. I guess I was never really a family person so people think it's odd when I say I'm not close to my family. I am only close to my mother and sister thats it. Thats the only people I call family.